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Della Rensyta
Jakarta, Indonesia
24 - 09 - 92
Female
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On Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 7:28 PM
why is it so hard to be a human?
to listen is always harder than to speak. sometimes it's too easy for me to speak out what you think is right, what you think is good. but it was always hard when i found that it was all the other way around, especially when it relates to your own life. then what i always do is to ignore all those facts, pretend as if i never heard any. at least that's the best i can do to keep me away from being upset, and i never thought that this habit could get any worse.some people said it is nice to live a life like mine. seems like i faced problem as if it was nothing, because i never think much. believe me, it was nice. at least that's what i thought before i posted this. my mind always said, just keep doing what you're doing, it won't hurt anybody though. but it didn't turn out to be so. as i'm getting older, the more careless person i've become. and the worst part of all, i never realized that before i hurt the closest person in my life.
call me shallow, cause you know what, i am.
On Saturday, July 25, 2009 at 8:46 PM
let's turn the pages
Heyya,Just wanna share some thoughts, since i just finished reading all my posts right from i started blogging at the very first time. queer- yes, but interesting tho :). can't believe i laughed my ass off by reading my own posts. stupid. but that's the fun part of living a life. hahaha.
call me a kiddo, but yeah, i do love doing stupid things. and by the time i just realized, that my life as a teenager 2 years back from now is more dynamic in a way (note: in terms of doing fun stuffs together with buddies). Now i just can't help myself to stop wondering how great it was when we first put on our white-grey uniform, and finally been able to get rid of those hideous brown waitress-like middle school uniform.
Remembering those days, i can't fake myself that i do miss my old highschool times. now things hv turned a little different from the way we expected. thought that binus would be just as fun as what we saw from our 2-years older seniors, but then, it did not turn out to be so when Mr. P sat on the principal's chair. sadddddd. moreover, this school just started this IB thing, and that makes our batch as the herd. enough babbling about IB, cuz i'm enough of it since the beginning of yr 11. not enough? the whole backstabbing thing between us is just getting nutsier (but this one is kinda fun. notice how we love scandals very much? typical highschooler :p). And now there are no longer 86 of us, but probably only 50 of us left. i don't wanna go to a prom with only 50 guests invited, (but yes, we'll accept alumni and mutual friends :p) but still, 50 individuals in a batch = NO FUN.
i've been reading through my friends posts too, and caught a glance on sevira's post (this one reminds me of our personal thought about marriage. lol)
"I don't wanna live with you forever." May. 18th, 2009 at 10:28 PM"
That was written when we started to read our "controversial" bahasa literature book, "Hedda Gabler". I love Hedda, she got me an-88 for my final exam. woohooo. but the story was kinda tragic actually. ended by a weird suicidal action due to her depression trapped in a major catastrophe of life commitment called marriage. poor Hedda. but it got me thinking that it is not the marriage that actually scares me. marriage is good in countless ways. you get to have kids, drive them to school, hv a picnic sometime, and most of all, living with people you love the most. but the question is, how do you find the one who dares to spend his life with you forever? frankly, it is not the commitment that i'm thinking of, but getting to choose the right person is the hardest.
but living a life is just like driving a car in a road without a map, (i know this personal statement is kind of weird) sometimes you just need to travel it no matter what will be heading you next, and see if you can find a clue to reach the highway (this highway is a metaphor of happiness).
Anyway, ichel and sevira were heading to bandung this morning, but i couldn't join since i'll have camp on sunday for the sake of my own spiritual need and religious importance (hyperbole, i know). michi and fenny will be there too, betcha gonna be fun fun fun. and tomorrow there will be a little reunion with my elementary friends. can't wait!
On Friday, July 3, 2009 at 2:44 PM
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Della Rensyta |
Age: 16 |
Gender: Female |
Astrological Sign: Libra |
Zodiac Year: Monkey |
Occupation: Student |
Location: Jakarta, Indonesia |
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